Who Am I

[RuetheDay]

"Of course!" Jeremy was astounded by this question, how could people be that way. Was that rare that someone embraced themselves anymore let alone truly loved themselves or others the same. It was sad how people have conformed and hidden themselves away, repressing all of what is true to them. It was sorrowful. Jeremy had been raised upon the subject but never ceased to expressed himself openly.

"Satoshi... how... how could you possibly think otherwise...?" Jeremy's tears fell down his pale and petite features, dark brown eyes shown with sadness and disbelief. "There is no true love if its subjects do not know or acknowledge one's true self... or have a mutual affection for one another." He sighed. "Love is a two way street, you must love to be loved." He shook his head as his tears came more and more increasingly, his accent becoming more prominent, his voice cracking severely. "And I know what its like... my parents disowned me when they figured out I was gay... my sister was the only one who cared but becoming fed up with the bull****, she left as well. I've been alone for so long... I'm lucky I still know what love is."

"And I for surely know you are much more then you seem to be," Jeremy moved to face the other, taking both his hands in his. "And in time. With the right person it will show, how great you are." Jeremy's expression saddened as his pink hair fell into his eyes. He'd never truly loved someone aside from his sister, all the boys he'd toyed with in the end were merely just... toys. Satoshi he already knew was different. Something attracted him... He didn't know what... but it was real. Substance.

[nilo7]

Satoshi was glade that Jeremy felt that way about him. Satoshi felt that Jeremy looked rather cute. Satoshi was scared at the same time though because if his dad found out that he was even considering being gay he would be killed. Satoshi looked at Jeremy as he went infront of him holding his hands. Satoshi was really getting caught up in a love trap for once which was a good thing kinda. Satoshi feeling a little bit more happy decided that maybe Jeremy really does like me and if thats the case, well then **** my father. Satoshi moved closer to Jeremy putting his hand under Jeremy's chin. Satoshi then started to kiss Jeremy closing his eyes hoping that Jeremy would kiss him back as well. Satoshi couldn't help himself Jeremy was so adorable he had to. Satoshi didn't care what would happen as long as Jeremy was with him and Jeremy truely loved him.

[RuetheDay]

It all happened so fast... Jeremy would have thought himself used to this type of thing but it was just... so much different. The another tipped up his chin as the tears were still streaming down his face as side thought came through Jeremy's mind vainly. Crap... My eyeliner looks like ****... But before it really went across his mind, the others soft lips pressed against his and all other thoughts just kind of melted away to be replaced with the bubbly happiness that comes with affection that's so uber mutual. Jeremy almost instantly kissed back, wrapping his arm's around Satoshi, deepening it, slipping his tongue in between the others lips, knowing the other would accept it. First win for Jeremy this school year. Looks like things could only get better from here.

[nilo7]

Satoshi could not believe he just started kissing a guy that he didn't even know that well. Satoshi wasn't too worried right now though because he was happy and he felt like all his worries had left his body for the moment. Satoshi let Jeremy put his tongue in his mouth leading them into a better kiss. Satoshi rapped his arms around Jeremy to become more comfortable. After a period of time passed Satoshi started to shake a bit while kissing Jeremy because he realized that if his dad fount out he would be dead meat.

[RuetheDay]

As he was accepted in he felt Satoshi's warm arms wrap around him but a strike of fear ran through him as the other began to shudder a little Jeremy slowly parted from the others lips, his arms still wrapped around his neck as he looked up fearfully as the other's pale expression. Jeremy cupped the others cheek comfortingly, his concern shown in his voice as her asked quietly. "Is something not right... Satoshi?" It came out slowly, his soft British accent sounding awkward in the cold silence, his big brown eyes searching his icy blue ones for an answer.

[nilo7]

Satoshi looked at Jeremy with tears going down his face. Satoshi wanted to tell him that his father might kill him if he finds out that he just kissed a guy but he didn't want to worry him so instead he just kissed Jeremy again. Satoshi tried putting his tongue into Jeremy's mouth hoping that he would just forget about it. All satoshi wanted to do is be loved by someone because he never thought anybody liked him at all. Satoshi wanted to have all of his worries slip away for a little bit to get complete relaxation. He hoped that Jeremy would relax him in some way. That was what Satoshi really wanted at the moment.

[RuetheDay]

Jeremy's question was left unanswered as Satoshi's lips pressed against his own, the other, took a more dominant stance in this kiss, leading inward with his tongue right off the back. You'd half guess he had experience. Probably didn't. Probably still a cherry too. Jeremy kissed back lovingly almost completely forgetting what was going on but for the other's sake, he'd let him lose himself in the happiness. The good feelings, so precious and rare.